everything seems to be happening soo fast.
i cant even haf the tym to catch my breathe.
ishh dis how our fwenship ends?
all the things yew said keep appearing in my mind.
i said donno cos i know our fwenship ishh brokenn.
do yew know why it become lyddat?
cos we haf alrdy went different waee.
yew haf your own lyfe and i haf mine too.
we are leading different lyfe.
we didnt talk as often lyk last tym.
sometyms we chatted awhile on the net.
but sometyms we didnt even talk fer very long tym.
yew know that you are important to mie.
i jus read your blog. i also miss the tym we used to be together.
the tym that we hang ard et. sky garden. clementi. west coast.
the carefree lyfe we lived in those daes. and now. it's gone.
no longer the same anymore. and my lyfe became empty.
i used to cor yew go out. but everytym yew not free.
and now i didnt cor yew anymore. and yew doesnt too.
yew didnt even haf the tym fer mie.
yew know that i don wanna haf cold war wiv her.
yew know that i wanna hang around wiv yew.
yew know that i tried to help yew whenever i can.
haiss.
i know that i gave ya empty promises. let ya down.
but do ya know that it's hard fer mie to talk to her?
ferget about it. i know that yew no longer nidd mie.
and now dis happened. i reallie don wish to quarrel wiv yew.
that's why i keep didnt reply on msn.
i reallie didnt stand in your shoes to think how it was lyk to be between two fwens.
but now i know. im so sorrie ceci. didnt reallie know what's wiv yew todaee.
i didnt know wat ya wan mie to tell yew. yew are not someone i got nothing to talk abt.
yew know that i dont know how to express myself out.
i dont haf much gurrl fwens. so i don tell pple my probs.
blogging ish the best thing to saee all my problems.
jus wanna let yew know that i also neva stop believe in yew.
and yew still my most trusted fwen. my best fwen. my best sista.
10:30 pm
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