i cant explain the things that were bothering me. and sometimes i cant even explain how i feel. this kind of feeling sucks. cos i know theres so many problems and yet i cant even solve any of it. ive been running away, running away from everything. i looked myself in the mirror and i realized that the girl in the mirror was so unfamiliar. my health was deteriorating, falling sick again and again. i stumbled and fall, yet i cant pick myself up.ive been wasting my time away. theres so much to do and i just sat that and idled my time away. how uncool. i need someone to constantly reminding me that im having major exams soon, REAL SOON.shoot me down, bang bang.im feeling so silly and i kept on feeling sorry for myself. and kept pity myself that i landed in this state. thats the results of choosing the wrong path. yes, how stupid. you wouldnt know how i feel. p.s.: i need someone that i can rely on, complain to, whine to, hold on to. will you be the someone?
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