listen to what ive to say

2007-09-22T00:25:00.000+08:00

pls stay away from me,
if youre not gonna catch me when i fall.

2007-08-16T22:49:00.000+08:00

i wish, wishing for you to find you way.
and i'll hold on for all you need, thats all we need to say.
i'll take my chances, while you take your time with this game you play.
but i cant control your soul.
you need to let me know;
you leaving or you gonna stay.

2007-08-14T23:14:00.000+08:00

i cant explain the things that were bothering me. and sometimes i cant even explain how i feel. this kind of feeling sucks. cos i know theres so many problems and yet i cant even solve any of it. ive been running away, running away from everything. i looked myself in the mirror and i realized that the girl in the mirror was so unfamiliar. my health was deteriorating, falling sick again and again. i stumbled and fall, yet i cant pick myself up.

ive been wasting my time away. theres so much to do and i just sat that and idled my time away. how uncool. i need someone to constantly reminding me that im having major exams soon, REAL SOON.

shoot me down, bang bang.

im feeling so silly and i kept on feeling sorry for myself. and kept pity myself that i landed in this state. thats the results of choosing the wrong path. yes, how stupid. you wouldnt know how i feel.

p.s.: i need someone that i can rely on, complain to, whine to, hold on to. will you be the someone?

2007-07-19T02:45:00.000+08:00

hate to know that im still thinking about you.

2007-07-14T12:17:00.000+08:00

let me say one more thing before these beautiful mistakes we’ve made run dry
well I thought this would all blow by and everything would just turn out alright and this would all be fine
so say goodbye to days like these.
i’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes
well maybe not this time.

-

i found out that im still searching for your face in the midst of the crowds. tell me why am i doing this. i cant bring myself to love&hate you. loving you is wrong. hating you is tiring. tell me what am i suppose to do baby. im tired. not that i need you badly now. im just fine without you. but would life be better with you? well, this is a qns without an answer.

tell me, tell me what else can i do.
its aint true that im okaye.

2007-06-30T16:19:00.000+08:00

ive give out my best.
& im at my best alrdy.
so dont ask too much from me.
pls dont take me for granted.
cos eventually you will lose me.

2007-06-28T14:37:00.000+08:00

this has nothing to do with you.
i dont miss you, yes i really dont.
we are notfriend now.
we never once became friends isnt it?
its time for you to get outta my head.

its all about you.

2007-06-08T11:54:00.000+08:00

your heart is empty.
you know how i feel but you avoided it.
you kept a distance from it and never want to feel the same.
i wanna dig out my heart like what Turner did.
keep it in a treasure box and it'll be safe.

p.s : if only i know how you feel.

2007-06-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

i love it when you call.
but you dont call at all.

2007-06-01T02:25:00.000+08:00

lj's down.
irritating.

happy 18th birthday ms sim xiao hui!

2007-05-30T23:48:00.000+08:00

if i have a choice, i ll choose to sleep forever.
cos you always appear in my dreams.
always. and i dont know why. prolly think of you too much.
dreams - the only place where i can see&feel you.
its so unrealistic, they say.
but i dont have a choice. cos i miss you too badly.

2007-05-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

2007-05-27T03:00:00.000+08:00

its you.
dont turn around. dont look away.

2007-05-25T01:28:00.000+08:00

and anyway, any idea what does this means?

.. -- .-. .- -. -.. -.--

2007-05-25T01:16:00.000+08:00

BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
i cant get you outta my mind!
i just miss you so so so so much!
i wanna see you soon. =(
youyouyou. look at what youve done to me.
-sighs.

2007-05-17T00:45:00.000+08:00

blogspot is finally working.
but i'll still stick to my lj!
cos i can lock up my posts there!
at least only friends can read! so get a lj account and add me as friend if you wanna read my locked up post!

i will not close down this blog. cos its going to be 4 year old! this will be my 494th entry!
okay, til here!

2007-05-07T22:59:00.000+08:00

exams break now! but theres still lessons going on til wednesday.
today is a happy day. had ding tai fung! all thanks to fnf, teeheehee. and caught spiderman3(again, i know).
and yay! tmr going back to seconday school to get my O lvl cert! finally im stepping into this school again. will be going with julian the 1day exboyfriend!

i never felt so happy until today. i know it doesnt mean anything, but still happy. (;

2007-05-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

okay, i had a nong nong day!
went for service and it was good! had some fellowship and catching up with serling&jiayu&raymond&yangsu!
took long bus ride with serling and fell asleep on her shoulders. the bus ride lasted for 1hr!
met up with fools at town then to cine then bugis then tampines!
kj and darren accompanyed me by taking long train ride back home. thanks for being soooo nice. (;

there were times that i was really down, and i couldnt hold back my tears. vanny love, thanks for the hugs and shoulder that are always there for me.
like what fnf have said, smile like a fool!
i'll be very fineeeeeeeeeeeee. (;

2007-05-06T02:43:00.000+08:00

如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

2007-05-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

er, my tag was kinda dead. so put up the comment thingy. (;

2007-05-05T09:39:00.000+08:00

i couldnt sleep. so here's some pics taken this week and last week. (; all edited by vanny love.

2007-05-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

the sky is so beautiful tonight. i want to gaze at stars with you all night on the rocks. stay up the whole night with endless chats and laughs. until light falls and watch the sunrise with you. your arms are where i wanna be. i guess i just fell too deep into it. too deep.

i couldnt stop thinking of you. your face just kept appearing. it may be just a week. but this feeling wont fade away. the stars reminded me of you. on your shoulders, where i lied on to gaze at stars. your hands that fitted into mine, i dont wanna let go. that special scent of yours, stayed with me the whole night. i couldnt forget. i miss you badly.

althought its just a week relationship, the memories kept flashing through my mind. the sweet times. your smile. times when you hold my hands and i felt so loved. maybe you dont love me anymore, but i just want you to know that, i do still.

theres nothing left, but goodbye.
and now, i cant seems to pick up the pieces.

p.s : thankyou fnf, vanny & chappy! making me smile like a silly girl. encourage me and being there for me. *smilesss*

2007-05-04T09:07:00.000+08:00

now i know how does it feels like to be in your shoes.
i believe in karma, do you?

2007-05-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

din tai fung.
tiongpoh's porridge.
queenstown's carrotcake.
tanglinhalt's chickenwings.
fareast's chickenrice.
im missing all my favvvvvvvvv! );

andand,
i miss secondary school days!
the first class bbq. the first class chalet.
the happy and fun times.
(;(;(;

SOMEONE HELP ME PLSSSSSSSSSSSS!
i wanna go sentosa to suntan/chairlift/luge/songs of the sea!
and eastcoast to cycle!
and zoo! (;

2007-05-02T00:03:00.001+08:00

i think im so in love with you.

2007-05-01T13:57:00.000+08:00

HELLO. MY COM IS DUMB. ITS FUCKING LAG AND KEPT GIVING ME PROBLEMS. DAMNIT.

my birthday's month over! too many things happened in april. yea, many. i guess its time to get over it and move on. i know im abit too fast, but i dont care as long as im happy. ive great friends around me. and mum is understanding too. im a grown up and i know what im doing. (;

and yayness. finally queued for donut factory's donuts! bought donuts for my love ones! to those that received the donut, i love youuuuuuuuuuu. (;

i know im sick. but still love you guys many.
esp wifey and yeh. <3

p.s : i love you too.

2007-04-29T13:56:00.000+08:00

hello, im deprived of sleep.
and im running out of clothes to wear.

2007-04-28T07:49:00.000+08:00

to you-

im sorry, i know im a lousy bestfriend. i didnt show enough care&concern to you. i started to weep when i saw your msg just now. all the hardships youre going thru now, and i cant be there for you. i felt like im a dumbass. all i know is to cry and not thinking of any solutions to help you. youre more important than anyone else. youve been extremely nice to me frm the first day i know you. youre an angel sent from heaven to protect me. i wanna help you in any ways that i can. and ive not seen you for weeks. i really miss you badly..

2007-04-27T09:14:00.000+08:00

my new best friend! she loves hugging & kiss me! im so in love with her! <3

OKAY, BOYFRIEND'S IN FOR TODAAAAAAAAAAY! ive got a date with fatty julian! and im meeting my wifey on sunday!

where are you? i miss you alot. i wanna see you so badly! reply my msg will youuuuuuuu? you dumbdumb! got lotsa things to tell you. we need a good chat! you promised to treat me xiaolongbaos! (;

and, i think i... (;

2007-04-24T20:53:00.000+08:00

i dont know whats wrong with me. so many things kept running thru' my mind. i feel like im a retarded. for my actions, things that ive done or said. and i felt that no one can understand. days are kinda dull now. many school works to be done. tests and mid-year exams coming up. im gonna start studying nxt week. no more hanging outs that often.

and, not feeling well today. vomitted in the morning. retarded me. ate the congee that left on the table for hours. felt emo and weak for the whole day. but im alright now.

i loveee stars-filled sky.

2007-04-23T23:30:00.000+08:00

met up with sweetie love today! yes! finally get to see her after many weeks! not forgetting got to see samuel and ben! chilled at pastamania/revol/nydc. had a long nice chat with her. many stuffs that we've talked about. hazel might be studying at CHEC! YAYNESS. hopefully will success! old friends are still the love. (; not forgetting my other loves!

12345678910years of arkaliaos.

samuel!

look at ben's funny hair style.

its the emo season now. chill with kj and jeric before meeting hazel. everyone's feeling super emo. kept talking about L.O.V.E. retarded and sensitive topic. but nvm. im still a happy girlie!

2007-04-22T08:34:00.000+08:00

i love the nature!
beautiful sunrise
&&&
shooting star!

can you believe it? i saw shooting star at 6am plus, in pasir ris park!
(;(;(;

2007-04-18T21:17:00.000+08:00

hello all my loves. im okaye. dont worry about me.

school was fun yo.
with great friends everywhere. esp superlover no.1 MAYYEH!
thankyou for the muffin. i love it.
thanks for all the concern and being around for me. (;

not forgetting yanyan too.
all the consoles. all the hugs.
nvr fail to make me smile. thankyou friend.

say hello to my classmates/schoolmates.
MAYYEH and her trademark.

FEL the happy girlie!

ISAAC! someone who's so close to me but left CHEC for RP!

TZEMAN the crazy girl.

MR BOON the sicko!

BAOMAN the cao ah lian!

AUGUSTINE the happy gay!

JERIC the happy chappy!

4OB! and their gambling habit.

the zit on my chin is driving me crazy!

missing serling and wifey now.
and yay! meeting zelle on friday!

2007-04-18T01:53:00.000+08:00

sorry is all i can say. i know it isnt enough.
thankyou for every little things youve done.
thankyou for giving me the love that no one will.

thankyou, i will always remember you.

2007-04-15T11:29:00.001+08:00

i wanna be happier. can i?

2007-04-14T11:49:00.000+08:00

having fun in school. and now, i look forward to go school everyday. (;

2007-04-14T10:35:00.000+08:00

life's been really bad for me. and i dont know what's wrong with me. feeling down everyday. gloomy weathers, gloomy days. when will this end?

2007-04-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

and you know when every little things went wrong. and where theres nothing seems to be right. pple failing you, having wrong attitudes at you. misunderstanding, miscommunication. all the lies all the shits. friday, 13, i swear i hate this day.

2007-04-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

birthday's over.
bbq not successful.
all my time&money spent is nothing. it make me felt that im dumb.
i dont get to reap what ive sow.
i dont feel any happier after 18th celebration.
all i felt is disappointed.
i think disappointment is the best gift ive recieved.
and pple who truly love you will be good to you.
not all but only a few.
i dont need pretend-love frm friends.
bestfriends/goodfriends are sometimes just a name.
on the surface you say "ohhhh, this is my bestfriend/my besti!" but this besti doesnt not care about you often. didnt care about how you feel.
no point treating pple good. you'll get nothing good in the end.

thankyou bf for everything. <3youmanymany.
and to friends that truly truly love me, iloveyoutoo.

2007-04-05T22:12:00.000+08:00

im feeling so shitty now.
where are so my friends when i need them?
did they know im in danger?
oh ya, i just remembered that i dont have any friends.

2007-03-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

ive got alot things to blog down. but i felt very restricted.
sometimes my words will hurt pple without me knowing it.
and pple loves to ask this and that after reading.
i just need some freedom to blog.
all my feelings are left unsaid.

2007-03-19T00:35:00.000+08:00

happy 18th birthday to teopeiling & teoliheng!

2007-03-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

hello pple. ive just started my school. and school was fun and cool. got to know a very cool friend, azimah, who drives me to school! and she's my partner for lunch and some lessons. school hours are not fix and school can end at as late at 6. but overall its alright for me. jasmin gonna give me tuition on every sunday. (; always so willing to help me. that is the reason i love her so much. (; AND TMR IS TEOPEILING BIRTHDAY. celebrations will be later. (;

bought like 12345 tops this week. and ytd ive met up with zel to guanyinmiao. will be meeting her on nxt wed again! okay, anyway, i'll be having BBQ at east coast on my birthday! (;

2007-03-11T01:14:00.000+08:00

it's always so U.N.F.A.I.R.

2007-03-04T15:32:00.000+08:00

went justin hs to gramble ytd. lost ard 5 bucks and left at 630. went off. bought le coq sportif bag and accessories for me! WOOTS. and manymany stickers for my phone, mp3 and my cam! bought one for serling too. (; i got two bag in two days! one ripcurl on sat with serling, the other will be the le coq sportif! ive bought three tops, some candies, 1 hello kitty hp doll, 2 strapya stuff , & zhuan jiao yu dao ai dvd. (; got my last ang bao frm Pootma also. (;

anyway, my school gonna start sooooon. );

2007-03-01T02:03:00.001+08:00

happy 18th birthday wifey! (;

one of my fav bitch is legalised! she turned 18 today! woots!

jasminpeiling&me went ktv first then xiaohui&bf joined us. julian came also with the slice of cake jeremy bought. me&ju wanted to surpise jasmin by going the room with the cake. but once i open the room door, i dropped the cake. how silly i can be? =\

anyway, there's still surpise on the later part of the day. wanted to go ducktour but it closed alrdy. instead, we went for sushi dinner at marina. took lots of pics. (; end of the day we went to cynthia hs. with many lies ive made up, we gave her a surpise. (;

let the pics do the talking. <3

you'll always be the happiest girl on earth. (;

2007-02-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

blackjack anyone?

2007-02-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

pictures overload. anyway, GONG XI FA CAIIIII. (;

starting off with serling the da jie da. i called her da jie da cos she's always taking care of me like lil' sis. (;

okay, i dont really like cny. cos ang bao very lil'. haha. but anyway, cny is all about good food, catch up with relatives, gamble and more gambling! ladyluck have been with me. cos ive been winning money. (; watched 'follow the law' on day 1. its a funny and very 'local' show.

cny day 1 with the gang.

cousin(;

2007-02-17T14:36:00.000+08:00

1. ive got my manicure and pedicure done. when it turned out sucks when i spent lots of money on it.
2. had my eye brows done.
3. i havent get my cny first day clothes! althought ive almost 10 new tops.
4. bag too. cos mum is using the one she bought for me.
5. and, i only have two pairs of new shoes only.

=/ chinese new year eve is today and that means tmr is CNY.
lots of things not prepare yet.

i met up with da jie da(pooties) on last sunday and monday! thank you for being so nice to me. (; i'll repay your kindness one day. heh.

OKAY, PICS WILL BE UP SOON. i still have to go out to get my stuff! (;

p/s: minteo. you know how much i miss you. so make your time free to meet me. (;

2007-02-14T00:28:00.000+08:00

happy valentines! <3

2007-02-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

im missing those good old days..

be it
going to hazel house almost everyday after school(pri)
or
watching the guys play soccer at street soccer court b4 psle
or
hanging out with norman, fadzli, at ginza everyday after school when im in sec one
or
chill at ginza mac with fadz, sam, mat after sch when im in sec two
or
hanging out with peiyu, ceci, zhen or cy at et/sky garden
or
spending my everyday time with cheryl, kt and sean doing nothing and taking neos/photos
or
hanging out with jasmin at shopping mall with our school uniforms on
or
going church on every sat and hanging out after church at jp for supper
or
staying back after school for extra lessons
or
chill out with my gang at tanglin halt.

theres alot more, memories faded away and too many to be mention..

2007-02-08T00:12:00.000+08:00

i started my day by going tiong poh for breakfast cum lunch then to cynthia house to take my stuff. went to alter my jeans at queensway too. meet up with julian to chill awhile then off to meet ceciii.

met up with her at ard 5 then off to bugis. (; had a long long day with her. enjoyed her company and still love her as much. (; we shopped around too. bought two tops and a pair of heels. i still cant find any black stocking! any ideas where to get? i needa get it before next week. cos i gotta work nxt week.

anyway, ah min coming my house to stay over tmr! friday we going school together to collect results. OMG 2 MORE DAYS.

2007-02-06T22:52:00.000+08:00

maybe i just need more attention and love.

2007-02-06T22:35:00.000+08:00

okay, damn high now. results out on friday.

alright. have been slacking my days away. mum have been good to me. new phone(N80), bag and clothes. (; have to work this week and even on cny eve and the third day.

friday will be the day. will get to see classmates and all my so called 'close friends'.

2007-01-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

days had been busy. (;

had a long day with ahmin on saturday. she did some shopping and i had some window shopping. lunch at din tai fung with her. my treat! some catching up, gossip and laughs. (; and i didnt went for s.h.e concert. );

sunday went to queue for s.h.e autograph session! had a long tiring day. went to far east for chicken rice then home to rest. (;

monday is meeting-hazel-day. did some light shopping, chill, slack and chated.

(;(;(;

2007-01-27T01:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes it keep me wondering, why am i holding on to something that is not worth for me to hold on to.

2007-01-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

missed swimming with the girls today. cause it rained.

anyway, i went out before it started raining. went to bugis. meet up with ling and cynthia to pass them some stuff. went to vivo shortly to look for my tops since bugis topshop doesnt have any size. yayness, theres many new arrival today! bought 4 tops from topshop and a shorts frm bugis. im left with accessories, skinny jeans, bag and shoes to get. (;

more shopping will be done on monday with crazy hazel!

p/s : my phone died on me! so if you guys are finding me pls call my house. (;

2007-01-23T01:43:00.000+08:00

during the noon i used the PSP to type out a blog entry but it cant publish! wasted my effort! anyway, its amazing how a PSP can work. it allows me to surf the net(except it doesnt allow me to webs that contain huge content, ie large pic file)! im starting to fall in love with this PSP. too bad it belongs to my elder bro!

good news is im owning a Nintendo DS lite very soon!
bad news - not going S.H.E concert! im feeling damn upset laaaa. );

no one date me out today! so went out! me went shopping! wanted to get 3 tops frm topshop, but it all left with those big sizes. in the end just bought a top. dine at din tai fung! woots! this is how i enjoy life. (;

2007-01-21T03:14:00.000+08:00

life's been great.
meet up serling on wed.
meet up with hazel on thurs.
and ceci on friday! (;

as for today, sucks. ended up with hazel at town slack. its was like met her at 9 plus then went off to cine. at least i enjoyed my time with my loves. (;

okay this post is so random. will be out tmr! (;

2007-01-20T14:45:00.000+08:00

the sky is black.. so black...
ive been long forgotten..

2007-01-19T13:01:00.000+08:00

do you ever feel needed by someone else? hmm.. to me, proberly mum and serling? hmm.. but i need ****** too. does she?

2007-01-17T14:17:00.000+08:00

ive got a date on three with serling. but im still typing this entry here. many things have ran thru my mind. am i being sensitive or mindless? but i think its not the way it should be. treating my loves one good and get nothing in turn. no names mentioned. i just think it wasnt right. is it just me feeling that we're not close or both of us feel the same way too.

everyday waiting at home for their calls to ask 'how are you today?' or 'where have you gone today?' or 'what have you done today?' or even asking me out the next day. but im just like a idiot kept waiting and waiting. why do i always have to be the one who's making the call and asking them out? even if going out i'll be neglected sometimes.

i think ive got alot of friends but i dont hear from them. whats the matter, i dont know. when i tried telling someone, pple will say that im sensitive. am i? i dont really know. sometimes we just hang out once in awhile and i think ive got lots of thing to catch up but no one is telling me anything. in the end i heard it from someone else. is this friends? i think they have long forgotten me. they asked me out because they have to. they afraid i will keep whining and saying they outcast me.

i cant feel the love my friends have for me anymore. am i just being sensitive? enlighten me pls.

2007-01-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

HELLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO.
im back frm malaysia!

the trip was cool. the company was fun with LEONARD around. didnt do any shopping. cos its like almost the same as sg. some shopping centres were worse than sg by alot. clothes were all outdated and lots of fake stuff around. pics will be up when im not lazy.

town today. went shopping. only bought a dress. the weather was like very bad today. it rained then stop. then rained then stop. anyway, shopping was fun.

(;(;

2007-01-07T02:41:00.000+08:00

finally ended my four days work at NAC watsons. standing 9 hrs a day make my heels hurt. ate lunch alone. ruanie and alvin came over to find me when im working. jasmin and justin fetch me frm work. (; meet up with the rest and slack at cine.

(; will be away to malaysia for 7 days. frm the 8th to 14th. (;

2007-01-01T13:20:00.000+08:00

happy new year! 2007 have arrived. how fast can a year be over. finally secondary school days are over. we're old enough now to think for ourselves what our lives will be ahead. at least i didnt waste a year. (; hope i wont waste my life in 2007.

xmas day totally screwed.
worked for the past four days. this week working again. frm 3rd to the 6th. at least i earned some money before im going to malaysia with jasmin, justin, choo, leonard, leonard's friend & ong birdie.

new year eve was alright too. then went to cine for movie with jasmin, justin, choo, leonard and sk. watched night at the museum. this show rock man., a show that shouldnt be missed. (; after movie chilled at coffee club. then back home at around 4 plus.

gotta prepare now and meet mum. (;

2006-12-22T15:56:00.000+08:00

im bored im bored im bored.

2006-12-20T23:20:00.000+08:00

i feel that im not so lazy today! so here's all the photos taken during nov and this month. (;

gengfeng's birthday.

first day of chalet for the class. celebrated choo's birthday.

second day of chalet with my loves.
sending thuy off. YAY! SHE JUST MSG ME TODAY TO TELL ME SHE MISS ME. (;

yinguang's chalet. went with chubs.

hongkong cafe with jasmin and justin the extra.

finally, end with class photo. (;

cynthia's back frm thailand and ah min left for thailand alrdy. cant wait jasmin to come back so we can go swim. (;

p/s: teopeiling! you must go swim with us also k!

2006-12-19T17:23:00.000+08:00

i so wanna go s.h.e concert!!!!!!!!
someone pls get me the $128 ticket!

ahhhhhhh. i wanna go! i wanna go! i wanna go!
HOPEFULLY MOMO WILL PAY HALF FOR MEEEE. (;

it rained the whole day again! so irritating pls.
cos im going movie with jasmin, justin & choo.
watching eragon! (;

needa prepare!

2006-12-18T02:04:00.000+08:00

xmas is in a week time! and i havent get buy present yet. andddd i might nt be buying any present this yearr. =D TEEHEEHEE. im very broke la, okay? im still in debts ok! (;

work was alright today. lunch with other makeup brand girls. pple like around my age, and it was quite fun. theyre as friendly as ME. fadzli with his gf to disturb me during his lunch break. so 'nice' of him right. (; i went to eat lucky chicken rice at lucky plaza. after eating walked over to tangs. while walking over, i saw smoke coming frm the roof, then realized the tangs roof was on fire! then the fire engine came th pull out the fire. yeah, the first time i saw the fire fighters putting out fire! haha. i damn sua gu ok! took bus down to suntec and realized ive lost my time sheet and went all the way back to taka again. -.-" how stupid can i be.

anyway, 2006 gonna end soooooooon. and by the start of 2007, gst will be increase to 7%! i shld eat din tai feng everyday frm now on and by 2007, i shall nvr ever eat in resturant again! hehehe.

i'll be skipping work tmr! i'll just tell the person im 'sick'! (; hahaha.

2006-12-17T00:51:00.000+08:00

have been working at ngee ann city watson's for this three days(fri,sat,sun). i swear if possible i'll try not to work at watson's. the management pple sucks big time. so niao and kp. give retarded fuck face. will be working at jurong point watson's on monday. =\

I SAW SERLING THE DUMBDUMB TODAY WHILE IM HAVING BREAK! HAHAHHA. SHE IS RETARDED! (; ah min came to lunch with me then helped hazel to collect her jelly shoe during break today. i shld have get 1 for myself too. hmm..

went over to vivo for late dinner at ljs, then to meet ah min and xiaohui at vivo too. the place they chill is so difficult to find, me walked round & round to find the two girls. -.- chill for awhile and went home at 1130.

WILL BE MEETING DUMBDUMB NXT WEEK. (;

i miss my girlsssssss. (;

2006-12-15T13:35:00.000+08:00

grrrrrrr. my ulcers still hurts. );

2006-12-15T03:24:00.000+08:00

finally up with new skin! (;

have been lazy to update my blog. ive got work too. and been sick for a week or so. now got ulcerS again! this time round its quite big and cause me not able to brush my left side teeth. and now, my teeth hurts. i feel like its gonna drop! ;(

so now ulcerS and my teeth hurts.

OKAY I GTG NOW.
BRO'S LAPTOP BATT RUNNING LOW. LEFT 4% ONLY.

2006-12-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

wooooooots. have been working for the past 3 days at expo for microsoft. working/standing 10 hrs a day was really very tiring. but its worth it la. at least i earned money. bird face kt was working at expo too! ytd went around slacking with him. its been long since we last chatted, disturbing each other. and yea, still the same old him.

slept for 10 hrs but still very tired! and tmr i have to work again for loreal at causeway point at woodlands! damn far i know but no choice laaaa. better than not working and no money. but im still fcuking sick now! cough non-stop and sore throat.

pics taken during feng's birthday will be up by today! i will upload to my com after my cam's been charged.

okay, im off to watch 1 litre of tears.

2006-12-02T00:05:00.000+08:00

im so tired. just came back frm work. stand for 10hrs!
work @ expo today, for the com fair thingy. will be working tmr too.
i earned 100 bucks today! (;
went over to simei b4 work today, to take shoe frm my dearest gay partner! hehehe. thanks alot eh. for saving my poor lil' feets.
okay, im down with sore throat again. always sick at the wrong time! grrrr.

anyway, pics will not be up so soon my dears! sorrryyyyyyy. im way too tired after work. and im very lazy tooo.

gonna go for a swim next week! and thats provided that im not working. i think i shld stop online shopping for nowwwww. i feel so bad for spending momo's moneyyyy.

here's what ive got for myselffffffff.

the show on channel U now is sooo gay. i hate scary shows.

2006-11-27T14:05:00.000+08:00

work was tiring. my shoe hurt my feeeeeeet.
stand for 7 hrs. how tiring can that be.
ytd sales was only 300 plus. i heard it was very lil' =\
after work went tanglin halt to have dinner.
then back home.

will be working on 29th and 30th for l'oreal 12-8. any kind soul wanna acc me to lunch?
then maybe work for xbox, @ com fair, on 1st, 2nd and 3rd.

zzz. the weather sucks. its raining cats and dogs now!
i feel like swimming!

2006-11-26T01:45:00.000+08:00

im so oh-so-excited for tmr work. -.-
my first day of work and im alone. so nobody to guide me.
working 12-8 tmr.

earlier on during afternoon, met up with serling for her to get her stuff. shopped ard.
bought f21 top, M)phosis black pants and mascara.
shld have bought f21 top online, cos it cheaper by alot. -.-
met hazel at ard 9. went to chilled with that crazy bitch.
had a great time with her. might be meeting her again maybe nxt month?

cosssssssssssssssss....

EDWIN'S COMING BACK PROLLY EARLY DEC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
our(me and zel) big bro is coming back! YAYNESS!
i only get to see him once a year mannnnn. so long right? );
hope he doesnt come back with his gf. =\ cos we cant go crazy when his gf is with him.

okay. finally,
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NORMEE BRO! YAY 21 YEARS OLD ALRDY.
FASTER GO GET A CAR AND DRIVE ME ARD OK.
STAY HAPPY BRO. (;

2006-11-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

ah min came to my house just now! chilled, chatted, laughed.
yay! tmr will be my last paper, sci mcq!
going to study now. (;

2006-11-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

first of all, happy 18th birthday raymond!

off to town to buy ray's birthday present. will be watching step up again! that show is real nice. making me feel lyk dancing. lol. i sucks in dancin man. look lyk a retard when i dance.

i got lots of pimples break out! OMG. i cant believe its happening to me! i dont know why so suddenly but my face sucks now! any ideas how to get rid of it? pimples are making me depress and i have to put on thick foundation to cover my pimples! as you all know, i dislike thick makeups! i prefer a light one.

yeah, think of getting Esprit watch! the screen is pink in colour! cool eh? i go crazy over pink!

2006-11-13T13:42:00.000+08:00

my new hair cut! chio right! mum pay for me!
my hair looks very flat and short now. my face look damn chubby now! i gonna go on a diet soon!

didnt manage to meet serling ytd. she's having cramps cos of the monthly thing. hopefully by this week can meet up! she's gonna shopping. then me will be her bodyguard. hahaha.

anyway, happy 17th birthday justin! will be going out later to celebrate justin's birthday. early dinner + movie. havent get his present ytd. too many things cropped up. because of that particular person, everything screwed up. shld not have lent money to him. grrrrrr.

on a bright side, other than that i have no money and poor like a church mouse, i still bought clutch and cardigan last week. helped min to order a top online too. i think i gonna beg money from mum laterrr. cos i have alrdy taken my allowence, yet still poor. i even used up the money for buying bus concession! =
whatever.
okay, i gtg now to prepare for later outing!

2006-11-12T10:15:00.000+08:00

WOOTS I DIDNT KNOW SATURDAY MORNING IS SO BEAUTIFUL!
cos... exams are over! a saturday that no needa mug for exams! YEAHNESS!

yeaa, time for me to blog.
shopped with ah min ytd, bought a top from forever21.
ytd was a bad day! it rained like nobody's business.
i hope today will be a better day! cos im going out with serling!
before that, im going to make my hair! rebond + cut
mummy have been good to me these days! TEEHEEHEE.

okay, gtg go prepare now!
will flood my blog with pics when im not lazy!
bye!

2006-10-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

taken from ling'er blog.

A-Damn good kisser.
B- Good all around person.
C- You're wild & crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E-You have a nice ass
F- People totally adore you.
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You get hyper easily.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things.
L- You live to have fun.
M- Success comes easily to you.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O- You're an awesome person.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- Sexy!
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- You're a little too hard to find.

H- You have a very good personality and looks.
U- You really like to chill.
I- You get hyper easily.
T- You're loyal to those you love.
I- You get hyper easily.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
G- You never let people tell you what to do. [sometimes la!]

HAHAHA. i guess all above are correct!

2006-10-10T21:28:00.000+08:00

darn, im get art paper 2 tmr.
i only got three weeks more to O lvl!
anyone wanna date me out to study?

2006-10-06T16:12:00.000+08:00

blog is for pple to get to know what's going on with your life and how your life is. blog is for everyone to see, pple that i know and pple that is totally stranger to me. but i detest you for reading our blogs and say it in class. if you think blogging is a waste of time, then you jolly well dont fucking waste your time on reading our blogs. you might as well do something that doesnt waste your precious time. youre sucha bitch.

-

school ended at 12.55! no extra lesson! but homework for extra lesson have to be done by monday. too bad wifey still gotta stay for her f&n. she's looked tired! hopefully she knows her limit and will go to rest! i dont want her to get sickkkk. anws, the weather really sucks. see how hazzy it is now! so unhealthy for our health! my love ones pls take good care.

im meeting ceci tmr! hopefully normee will be going too! cos it have been long since i meet up with them. shld be mugging at home first then out in the late afternoon!

FINALLY MY DEAREST SERLING HAVE FOUND A JOB! hard to believe right? that lazy bum finally willing to work! but i have a feeling that she wont last long. hahaha. i know she cant make it! (; hehe.

its 中秋节！ still not confirm whether going out anot. but if i got nothing better to do at night, i'll go down to tanglin halt to disturb wifey! i wanna eat ice-cream mooncake! someone get for me pls?

-

anyone knows where to get locket heart pendant or better still the pendant together with the necklace? i want it badlyyyy. tag at my board if anyone who reads my blog knows! thank you! (;

-

i feel so much relieve and happy now for you. although youre kinda upset about it. concentrate on o lvl now! we are happy & blessed girls cos we have each other. (;

-

okay. for now,
im going to do my homework now!
bye!

i sat down and cried like a bitch. then i realised how weak i am.

2006-10-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wish i could run away from all these problems.

2006-09-30T17:03:00.000+08:00

alright. staying at home today. did some house chores the whole afternoon! mum's sick, came back early. cooked porridge for her. the porridge is nice okay! (; gonna start doing my art real soooon.

--
if you read this, dont be angry or upset of what ive said okay?

i dont understand why a girl will be a guy when the guy doesnt treat her well. yes, im talking abt my friend. its not that im talking bad abt her. but this bothers me very much. you know that we cared and youre making us worried. i seriously think that that guy dont deserves you. maybe sometimes he treat you good but its not all the time! the way youre doing now is what a guy shld do! if he treat you like shit then you treat him like shit too! youre aint that weak right? i know you just need someone to rely on, someone that will dote you and love you. but he's just not the right guy! you shld know im not being harsh to you. im just trying to knock some sense into you! we would very much want you to be happy! but i really feel that youre not. dont be a weak woman okay? pls do think of what we've said. you know we care, we still love you very very much! and you can turn to us if you need help. we're always there for you.

okay, this have been in my heart and i just wanna voice it out. i hope you'll understand.

2006-09-30T16:18:00.000+08:00

1.Does anyone know your password to your
email?
YES, er, normee & more i think!

2. What was the last thing you
ordered at McDonalds?
i cant rmb. its been long since i ate mcdonalds.

3. Are you an emotional person?
YEA

4. Do you like your name?
its ok for me, cos none of my friends named huiting!

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
haha, yea. only to cute&hot guys. =x

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
yea.

7. What was the last thing you did?
my o lvl art!

8. Who is right next to you?
no one.

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
MYSELF

10. What song are you listening to right now?
i still believe by Vivian hsu

11. How's the weather right now?
cooling. it rained just now.

12. Last person who called you today?
no one

13. Last song you sang?
mei ren yu by vivian hsu

14. Last time you danced?
eh, class i think. i did some crazy moves and they think im retarded.

15. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
yea, i think its stupid. we never get back together again.

16. Last thing you ate?
porridge i cooked!

17. Been really depressed before?
never lasted for a day.

18. What time did you wake up today?
11 plus

19. Who is the person that posted this survey?
someone i dont know.

20. What are you wearing right now?
qss pe shorts! and obs tee

21. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
HAHA. NOOOO.

22. What is the first thing you notice about the
opposite sex?
dressing?

23.Where are you right now?
home(:

24. Faked being sick to miss school?
HAHA. i did.

25. What date and day is it?
30/09/06 , saturday.

26. Did you go anywhere today?
ntuc.

27. What did you do there?
buy bread.

28. How old are you?
sweet 17!

29. Are you mature or immature?
oh,i'm obviously mature (:

30. Do you call your parents by their first name?
no

31. Are you an only child?
NO. i have two brothers.

32. Where do you go shopping?
the whole of orchard. (;

33. Do you like where you work?
if i had a big comfy office...

34. Do you like books?
i only read when i like it!

35. Do you want to get married?
i guess so, you'll get to wear pretty gowns.im bored. (;

2006-09-29T15:29:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS ESP FOR YOUUU.
though you may not get to read this, but ......

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY PRINCESS RUANIE! (;

its been months since we last met. maybe both of us jus couldnt make any time out to meet each other. but deep inside my heart youre so being treasured by me! (; we're linked by hearts, not by distances. it goes the same for all my love&close ones. wish ya all the best in whatever you do!! study hard & stop slacking ard!! still love you very much!! hope we'll have the time to meet. muacks. (;

2006-09-28T20:59:00.000+08:00

OKAY, IM FINISHING MY O LVL ART SOON! FINALLY!! WOOTS.

oh well, i totally screwed my prelims. i didnt study hard enough at all. was rushing my art during my prelims period. i only pass two subs. thats terrible right? haha. OKAY, IM LEFT WITH LYK 1 MONTHS TO MY O LVL. time passes fast! -.-

got cynthia's and ceci's birthday present ytd! cynthia's present was really late! anws, hope you'll lyk it! hehe. hope this weekends will get to meet ceci! (;

didnt manage to meet serling ytd! wat a waste! lots of things to catch up on. ive got no more timeeeeeeeeeee. =\

pics will be up soooon.

p.s i love my darrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! (; hehe.

2006-09-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

its been long since i last publish an entry. was wondering wat to write or post. but anyway, my life kinda sucks now. dont understand why are there so many fake pple out there. prelims going to end soon. still got O lvl art and prelims art to rush. hopefully can finish by monday.

OKAY, its been long since i shop! whether its online or going shopping mall. my money spent on birthday presents and celebrations. and i still owned pple money! and ive alrdy taken my next week allowances. still got one more birthday to go, which is ruanie's one. dont think will have the chance to celebrate with her, so just gonna get her something.

relationships do drift far apart when you dont maintain it, either is bgr or friends.

anyway,
later will be out to library with justin to do prelims art!
tmr will celebrate soonkeong's and cynthia's birthday!

2006-09-20T14:43:00.000+08:00

happy 17th birthday cynthia!
(;

2006-09-19T13:38:00.000+08:00

happy 17th birthday soonkeong!
(;

2006-09-18T19:26:00.000+08:00

hello serling! another one for you.. (; muacks!

2006-09-10T14:51:00.000+08:00

hello, im not dead.
just kinda lazy to update!
(;(;

2006-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

IM EXHAUSTED.

had a long day, and now, im down with fever. im feeling so sick now. =\

my day went crazy when im with serling! had lots of fun! keep chatting about mandee,, we're so crazy abt her. (; took many pics. will upload it when i have the time!

OKAY, I NEED TO GO REST NOW.
BYE.

2006-08-28T16:33:00.000+08:00

b.o.r.i.n.g

i got so many things on mind to blog. but ive forget abt it after i came home. yea, so now got nothing to blog about. anyway, prelims coming soon. two more weeks i think. have to rush my art alrdy. its not even half done! SCHOOL IS BORING. i cant stand schooooool. even if i fail my O's i will never want to retain.

fri,
went marina for sushi! hehehe. gf's treat! we queued for almost 30 mins for the seats. after eating was around 9 plus. all the shops were closing. walked around and left.

sat,
went town in the noon with gf. accompany him to cut hair. he became very vain after cutting his hair! make me cannot stand him! (;

then he left around 5, cos i supposed to meet hazel at 430. and she arrived at 530! she was late again! she's always late! so its not surprising to me. haha. last met her was on her birthday, 27/05. long long ago! hahaha. had bitching session, as usual. one of my fav bitch! (; meeting up with her after my O's i think. still got a loooooong way to go.

left town at 10 plus, then to meet gf for supper at my house downstairs. he styled his hair when he meet me! vain pot! hahaha. [told you i gonna blog about it!] (;

sun,
homesweethome. didnt went out. do homework and art.

order my birks alrdy! but will only be getting it at the end of dec! looong way to gooooo.

alright, thats about all.
at least i blogged. hehe.

2006-08-21T18:33:00.000+08:00

TEEHEEHEE. im happy today! the postman came over just now! and i got my junkfood tees~

anws, had english oral today! its okay for me i guess. didnt have much problems~ (; school was fine, everything's sameee.

might be going out to study later! guai right?! hehehehe.

and and and after saturday,, im still craving for sushi! teeheehee.

alright! i got nth to blog about alrdy. this post is kinda random!

loves!

2006-08-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

heres another post,, i know its lame and stupid....

CAN ANYONE MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY?! EXAMS IS COMING Y'KNOW. AND I CANT SEEMS TO CONCENTRATE IN DOING MY WORK. I HAVENT START REVISION AT ALL. I NEED TUITION TOO. CAN SOMEONE INTRO ME TUITION TEACHER? ANYONE WANTS TO GO OUT TO STUDY ALSO CAN CALL ME. OMG, I THINK IM DYING SOON. SO SAVE ME PLSSSSS. THANK YOU.

2006-08-20T16:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO BLOG!

why is the world soo evil?! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

anws, I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND, I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS, I LOVE MY FAMILY, I LOVE MY FRIENDS, AND EVERYONE. THOSE WHOM I NEVER TALK TO FOR LONG TIME AND I STILL LOVE YOU AND NEVER FORGET YOU.

haha,, im jus being crazy.

i miss dumbdumb! (;

2006-08-18T15:14:00.000+08:00

every friday seems to be a bad day for me! bus broke down when im on my way to school,, and was nearly late! SBS services sucks okay? some day dis week, I STOOD RIGHT INFRONT AND WAVED AT THE BUS DRIVE BUT THE DAMN BUS DIDNT STOP. that means twice this week. im very very unlucky nowadays and i dont know why.

anws, sushi anyone? im craving for sushi! nobody wants to go eat with me! if anyone want to go call/msg me okay! teeheehee. i wanna bbq too! i wanna eat bbq chicken wings!!! x________x

waiting for ah min! out with her later!
HERE'S A REMINDER FOR POOTIES,,
PLS RMB OUR DATE TMR.
DONT PANG SEH ME AGAIN. (;

2006-08-14T15:20:00.000+08:00

tiring day in school,, keep forcing myself to stay awake. reading period do nothing again. so ended up keep chatting with jasmin, julian they all. failed maths common test again, 12/30. our class only got 4 pple pass.. prelims coming soon too. anyone giving tuition? i needa find a tuition teacher..

did i mention that i had a funny dream? i dreamt that jiayu gave me lots of money and i also dreamt that i bump into ghost. somemore now is still seventh month,, and this year the seventh month is two months.. its so.. scary.. =\

random pics,, some taken long ago.
its gonna be quite lag as theres many photos.

(;

fireworks;

indulge baby;

say goodbye;

gays;

enjoying every moment;

pretty faces;

next superstar;

retards; super band;

their concerts;

f4; i know i looked fat. so shut up pls.